This is important. 

In order to protect yourself from shaytaan.

the only thing you need to do is:

seek protection from Allah to be protected from shaytaan. 

How much you provide backup plan - it won't work if you did not seek in a way Allah wanted you to seek help from him. You forget, those bad things, are from shaytaan & you yourself. remember the verse ''good come from Allah, bad from yourself'' thus seek help. remember, Allah never put doubt - buy shaytaan. 

so whenever you having the bad phase, or when you don't even understand yourself - please, the only way to get it out - by seek protection from Allah. (auzubillahiminasyaitannirojim) if it more strong - the more medicine needed is ayatul kursi. please, whenever you want to think about Allah - please seek protection first. 

You used to have phase, everything seems weird and you can't think soundly - but, i write up here for you to remember. when you constant taawauz, your rationality and logic come back again and seems much more clear. 

The lesson of all things happened throughout the month: -

1) Seek protection from Allah from shaytaan and your own hawa nafs mungkar. (Allahummaini auzubika min munkaratil akhlak liwal akmal li wal ahwak or allahuma ati nafsi -) 

2) The other lesson is, never judge people. Remember the video you watch from Dr Maza, the reason why someone not in peace because they did not in peace with themselves - they have takkabur, hasad, ujub or riak. So ask yourself, which one you are. When you acknowledge, you will be in much better state. I am/used (still have bits of) takabbur - i used to think, i am much better than others, and look down upon them, without i do not said in my heart, but in inside, we all know. so whenever you start to feel like that - you seek protection from Allah from that feeling - because Allah really hate takabbur and hasad (+riak and ujub) because in origin, we are nothing - but Allah gives everything. So we do not have anything to be proud of. even with our amal - because if Allah did not allow, nothing can be done. 

3) It is important to start your day with doa maksur - or at least start with ya hayyuya qoyyum birahmatika astaghes aslilihli syakni kullahu walatakilni ila nafsi thorfataiinin. because without you realizing it, when you start with doa maksur - many good deeds are accompanying you, meanwhile when you start without it, you seems as if you forget yourself and your deeds to be brought to akhirah. So that is how important it is. Remember when you back to hometown, if you did not start with other doa maksur - even subhanalliliwabihamdih and astsghfirullah 100x - seems very heavy... so on the other part of lesson, before this, the deeds you able to utter, that solely come from the strength Allah gives you. because in split of second you are unable to keep up with it. so, you are nothing unless Allah help you to increase your level - it is never from yourself.  

on side note, i really wanted to thanks dear kak shazrina azman because you (are the asbab) for Allah to make me clear on the things that i never think about before. there are really huge reason (which i do not know why) Allah guided my heart to seek help from you. I think your stern upon the doubt issues which really enlighten me, and opened up my eyes really well. 

Above all, thanks Allah for guiding me all the way (you sent me many reminders and good inclination) and keep me steadfast in this path. Without you, I am nothing and in bad state but with you i am in good state in whichever you wanted me to be :)

wallahutaalaálam.