Assalamualaikum Readers. 

Just like previous days, and previous2 test, we overcome it. Alhamdulillah. 

Alhamdulillah for the blessings that we can never count and impossible for us to count.  

Today, so many things opened up my eyes. 

I got to realize one things, that despite how many back up plan you were planned ahead for ahead of time,

if Allah said kun fayakun. Then it happens. 

How i cannot overturn the table but the glory belong to Allah, he did turn the table. 

How i can only see lights when he allow it, and how i still cannot going out, when he did not allow it yet - so the key is to be sabr, prayer (yes. you can actually ask to going out from the test but must be accompanied with sabr and never sloppy) and one other important is through constant istigfar.

From this test, it realized me one things, how arrogant I am, because there are times I judge his other slaves whereas he knew who he loved the most and how merciful he is towards his slave. 

 Again, I can never count how iman-full i am, what i can do is keep steadfast and let Allah count everything and deal with everything. 

just remember one thing - Allah is true, Allah is one and Allah is the real protector. you can never find any flaw in the quran. And remember on today, it was not a coicindence that Allah made you found a verse about how to keep steadfast from doubt (ragu2) is through seeing the sign in yourself (body), when you already experienced or thought beforehand. it is like, yes indeed. I allow you to think like that, because i already said in the Quran. the thought; i allow it. so, from this sign, it should increase your iman.  

Look at your fingertips - Allah did says in quran, it was different for everyperson. Allah did said - moon will be like crossant - which is true. The moon was going round through earth - which is true. Allah the signs that were stated in the Holy Quran are true and never ever have flaws.

Remember just how sun never wrong going out at wrong time - it is not the world revolves itself, it is Allah allows it. And just how in life we overcome trials, it is not because by time it will end, but because Allah allows it. 

Look at your body - think! in your own body there are organism that exist and live which you are not the owner. Who do the job for the body, to keep it balance. it is organism that exist and it with lives, red blood cell do die - bacteria do die - who do you think keep it alive and let it die? you? For sure not? By itself? For sure not - just how people jumped but still cannot die - it proven you do not belong to yourself. So who? Allah. Because Allah do mention - the lives and the death all belong to Allah (from dua by prophet SAW)

Just remember about sahabah. Do you think all the effort they did is for no purpose? For sure no. That is because the believe the live after death and how small the world is. That is why the seek their best to compile Quran and hadith - for the sake of Allah. And Allah do promise that Al quran will be protected until the end of time - and even after 1400+ years - it is protected. And all of these are sign, if you are thinking. 

How can something you see and you can feel, you can read exist from nothing? For sure everything come from a root and source. Same like religion and the verse of Allah and hadith. It come from the true source - creator and his messenger. 

I keep writing, so that by doing this - my iman will increase and i can attain the sweetness of iman. 

Wallahutaalaálam.